Monday, September 10, 2007

Past Years Reflection

(Bad taste gets the best out of Her)
Ehmmm and when were you ever happy?
I can’t remember I forgot ….Ehmmm well years ago …………
And did you ever feel safe?
I am not sure I ever knew the meaning and just when I did understand it, I never felt it
And did anyone ever know you?
Long time ago someone did pay an effort…………….
Lonely I am for almost 2 years…………
Bitterness never felt worse for not being appreciated for the cheapness for the whole story
For being so lonely while surrounded with a vague poker face …………
I have learned a lot to which I am so thankful A grown up emotional lady enlightened with facts feelings realizations is born
Bitterness for the pain she caused and wish any would understand that can’t be described and the pain she will cause that future will write about…………………..
I have never asked for help I have been always the tough strong smart good girl

Now I am the weak Lady May God Bless me.

Searching for Serenity and peace
I need Your help
Yes I do

1 comment:

Lobna said...

Very Nice...I loved the word Vague Poker player.. meant a lot...but why so much lonliness I feel there.. you are not lonely, you can change the world , there is a lot needing you.. you are my friend and others friend.. I will say goodnight to you everday.. and You will promise to pray.. because God is there and feels you.. and says Dear Lonely Human Do you believe in me.? and you answer in a shy voice yes I do.. so how come you clame lonliness while am here for you , everyday at night I ask you if you need something so I can do for you... God Replies..You seem more confused.. Am I lonely or that is The status I put myself in...I smile and thank God for being there and I say in a loud voice.. My weak soul is going to help the weak souls around the world.. I will be there for all the lonely Poeple on earth . I will visist the grand ma that lived alone for years,I will help the orphan who cried every night wnats a mama...am not lonely in a world of Poeple that needs me..