Paradigm Shift

Life 101

:-)Life 101
Leaving an impact , Making a Difference, MADE ME ALIVE
xxxxx

Searching Serenity

There was a time When I Was a dreamer of dreams.
But now I am a lover of realities.
Too busy, dull fake we run and run but what for? , what after?
We look for love we run for a better work for money …we always seek to be better ….but what is better?
What about Faith? What about our inner soul? Our rights & believes?
What about leaving an impact? Is it a luxury nowadays?
Do we only seek survival, the basic needs & desires to be fulfilled and then die, Is that our mission on earth?!!!!!!
Very often, human beings observe something but do not give importance to it. But if you give importance to God's Love & concern, you will feel the results in your life of aspiration. What we actually want is love, light and truth YES IT TURNED TO BE AS SIMPLE AS THIS so let us pay all attention to them things and ignore everything else that takes us away from our real life.
We want to become a long-distance runner. While we are running, the goal seems far away and we want to reach it in the flash of an eye. But if we do not put a limit on the amount of time it should take us to reach our goal, if we don't bind it, then the light will fade, when we do reach the Goal we have to know it is the realization of our patience.
Tenderness, warmth, love in me, through me and for me ....
I will live to be and to do for such a gift that has been given by You.

Past Years Reflection

(Bad taste gets the best out of Her)
Ehmmm and when were you ever happy?
I can’t remember I forgot ….Ehmmm well years ago …………
And did you ever feel safe?
I am not sure I ever knew the meaning and just when I did understand it, I never felt it
And did anyone ever know you?
Long time ago someone did pay an effort…………….
Lonely I am for almost 2 years…………
Bitterness never felt worse for not being appreciated for the cheapness for the whole story
For being so lonely while surrounded with a vague poker face …………
I have learned a lot to which I am so thankful A grown up emotional lady enlightened with facts feelings realizations is born
Bitterness for the pain she caused and wish any would understand that can’t be described and the pain she will cause that future will write about…………………..
I have never asked for help I have been always the tough strong smart good girl

Now I am the weak Lady May God Bless me.

Searching for Serenity and peace
I need Your help
Yes I do

In surprise with no Attention nor Introduction

Silence deep silence In agony in silence in surprise with no attention nor introduction
I once heard a story straight from the heart About a girl and how her world began to fall apart It all started when she met the boy that made her life complete Just thinking of him made her heart skip a beat
They were the couple everyone wanted to be As the weeks passed they fell more in love and were less aware Of how often life turns out to be one day She met him, it was like a sign, he was so the one, together they fell, in deep love real fast, vowed to love each other, that they'd always last, then it got stronger, deeper than thought, she'd love her forever, felt life was to short, then something went wrong, and they spent less time, the girl started to wonder, is he even still mine, till one days he called, and here s what he said, "I d rather be alone, then with u instead, from that day on, inside more she died, she couldn't let go, no matter how hard she tried, two and a half days have passed, in life she feels he has no part,…… As the days passed by she became more and more aware About how it’s ok life's unfair Because eventually everything becomes your past But your memories will always last ...............................................................

In an attempt to alter truth

In an attempt to alter truth to live it and seek it she always dreamt you be the light she sees by, to speak through your voice, and …. A lot that can’t be explained...........

She kept her dreams out of fear for they are tale stories; till she believed herself she believed the lie the fear. The mask was the product and she …….She became the mask she s wearing!!

Living alone in her world with the mask alone with everything but with nothing.
With her music, books and writing made it up for the words and experiences gave hope of other lives that can be lived, shades of hope, a taste of new blends, far away sparks ……

Scared she was for couldn’t believe it you are there to the extent of denial scared, for it was too much to bear :-)

You were darkness once, but now you are the light.
Even when you feel most alone, I am there.
Even in your fears, I am there.
Even in your pain, I am there.
I am in you, and you are in me.
I am your peace. I am ONE with you. I am.

Only in absolute stillness, beyond self, can you know me as I AM, as a feeling and a faith.
I am here, I hear, I answer, I listen, I l....
When you need ME, I am there.

2007 :-)

I’m drawing a deep breath as I m telling this story
A story of a woman who made it to congratulate 2007 with deep silence serenity, Smile, happiness, deterministic, Spirit, cheerful, hope
Breathing alive
Requested God once for the unasked just to prove her humanity
And to that, God is generous
It is wired, painful & Beautiful
Exhausting but Comfortable
Long but short
Painful Agony mixed with beauty of resistance to the fact of being a human Crowds, Smile, Laughter, eyes watching, beauty surrounded Silent,
Silent with lots of Loud Sparks
Thank You God for the gift of being a human
Lucky she is for tasting thy beauty and for the surrounding care
Alive in which thy gift relies ...........but with a silent scream

One day along time from now I shall tell the story