Spirit has been my name for almost 10 years now
Selma is my Bosnian name on Passport
I love SushiI love Ringa too
I love chocolate Mars & milk
When I am happy or sad I eat any of the above or all
I am Socio-Effective Yes I am
A song can make me happy it can also make me sad
A movie is also a mood shifting experience
Dancing is the bestWalking is great
Sports energizes me mostI Love mornings and breakfasts too
A great morning would be playing sports then having breakfast in sunny morning with friends
I fear the Night
When I cry which I rarely do my ears and noes go red
I hate clashes but when there is one it’s most probably a final one
I rarely say No but just lately wont say but NO
I appreciate Data so much
In another Life I would have been a librarian & an actress
Reading, Traveling are both Perfect
I love the sea but I fear it
I love the Nile Felouka in Sunset with friends maybe with a musical instrument is magical
Paintings raise my astonishment
Hand-Made is Beauty
Old is Gold
I don’t belong to this era
I am very spontaneous
I live in Lalala Land
I am too realistic that it is depressing
Too IdealisticI
love all kinds of animals
I love babies
I adore black babies and नो
I sound racist I would have loved to be black with curly hair and blue eyes 2 Things I hate the most Stupidity & arroganceIf is my favorite poemYes I belly dance like ballet danceYes I played the role of a man in a dance in public Yes I acted in pharos outfitYes Played once a role where I said only one sentence and said it wrong I love black, red, white and all colorsI love painting my clothesCats, Gypsies & Witches are roles I want to playGiving Away everything not used is my outmost hobby; applying lean to my personal life On My birthdays friends bear with me singing mostly I begin with Hello and you can imagine the rest I sing horribly not only the words & rhythm I forget I also change them both .Family is a priority.Precious stones & silver fits me the mostI like old buildingsI like downtown specially friday mornings walking aroundI have this look I won Oscar for it makes you feel you want kill yourself lel2asafI also have this look that Would give your life a meaningI have pictures when I am on the phone :-)I feel gifted having a twinI also feel gifted being the youngest among great 2 sistersWhen I enter Ramses College I get scared till नो
I love the feeling of the sand I love the sound of the EaglesI forgive but don’t forgetI love Thomas Mushroom saladLove onions & Garlic as sexy as it might sound Owls have very attractive eyes Yes they doI taught a bird to listen to me (TOM) I scare people out and feel glory in doing so I dont kनो
why and I want to stop itI also Give very bad first impressionsI am not arrogant at least not from inside and dont want to be Modesty is a value I dont want to give उपीf I would pray for something is balance I dont like Sउप erlativesWith Animals I say He, she I dont use ItLove sitting in the flower box in my window looking at the skyRespect Trust & Love are base of a healthy relationshipSimplicity is the mother of beautyThe shortest line between 2 points is a straight लाइन SekSeka, SemSema ,Salameka, Meka, Louma, Spirit that’s simply me
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Cabaret Movie Critique
Contaminated with the confusion Factor
What a movie?
In this time of the Year in 2008, I felt exactly like when I was 14 years in my bedroom sleeping at night afraid that the terrorist would come and jump from the window and kill us all. It was the time of the El-Erhaby movie. Yes I felt that way at that time a colleague of mine in school lost her Police dad in a car bomb by a terrorist, my mum (authorized translator) also lost a group of 40 tourists coming from Bosnia when Aswan biggest terrorist action happened.
I was so young didn’t understand much of what’s happening but the newspapers were so turbulent.
To watch that movie now made me feel I am in early 90’s except for a feeling that made the film a master Peace a feeling of Confusion that characterizes each and every moment and each and every place here in Egypt nowadays the 2 extremes living in one person the Confusion.
As for the good and the bad the white and the black doesn’t exist anymore we re the two colors in the same flesh and its totally different then grey
It is so freaky Scary
Yes the Cabaret Owner is a good man Yes he prays yes he doesn’t drink I can totally understand I see him Yes It’s just a job but he Is Good….ehmmmm…. He neither is at least he wants to be and he drinks milk no Women (Neswan as he says) nor drinking for sure no drinking.
Yes Jumana Have no option she is a good Kind hearted. Yes she lives just for her mum and she wants her to go 3omra so much even if she has to strip for that.
She is not bad she simply has no other option!!!! Is it true she has no option is that the society we live in Just for she has no qualifications poor and her gender is a woman …Tears coming down on my Face ….
And here comes the best of all An Oscar winner Donia a beauty with her spontaneous and gestures. You don’t know whether you are supposed to laugh or you cry black comedy painful humiliating what she has to go through in her house in the streets and everywhere Cursed because she is poor beautiful girl with no good family no hug no security no safety that would embrace her.
Bedeir has turned his life course just by a story that I might believe in but sorry it is very weak story that would stop him from 30 years working in Cabaret and choosing to take 75 % less of his salary nowadays.
What about the right and wrong did he really need to listen to that story?
Is he that fragile? Can Faith this holly word and value be changed in 2 minutes?
Was it really strong enough to make him choose the white not the black though the grey seemed appealing for 30 years and he must have heard zillion of similar stories or Oups sorry maybe he can just afford this decision now after his children finished school or college ehmmmm…. Or maybe he feels he will die soon so he d better wash up before death…Oups sorry. Am I bitching here too hard on the man ehmmmm Sorry the truth is painful!!!!!!
And the confusion factor arises again in every character in the movie it was just in the air and as I was moving from my seat in the cinema to the real life, it was hard on me to move for the movie is just a movie that ends by the End
But life is just there all the time and the confusion factor is there all around us contaminated ….filled with pain agony poverty and justifications confusion.
*Confusion from Salma dictionary has meanings that can’t be mentioned in this context for unmentioned रासों
What a movie?
In this time of the Year in 2008, I felt exactly like when I was 14 years in my bedroom sleeping at night afraid that the terrorist would come and jump from the window and kill us all. It was the time of the El-Erhaby movie. Yes I felt that way at that time a colleague of mine in school lost her Police dad in a car bomb by a terrorist, my mum (authorized translator) also lost a group of 40 tourists coming from Bosnia when Aswan biggest terrorist action happened.
I was so young didn’t understand much of what’s happening but the newspapers were so turbulent.
To watch that movie now made me feel I am in early 90’s except for a feeling that made the film a master Peace a feeling of Confusion that characterizes each and every moment and each and every place here in Egypt nowadays the 2 extremes living in one person the Confusion.
As for the good and the bad the white and the black doesn’t exist anymore we re the two colors in the same flesh and its totally different then grey
It is so freaky Scary
Yes the Cabaret Owner is a good man Yes he prays yes he doesn’t drink I can totally understand I see him Yes It’s just a job but he Is Good….ehmmmm…. He neither is at least he wants to be and he drinks milk no Women (Neswan as he says) nor drinking for sure no drinking.
Yes Jumana Have no option she is a good Kind hearted. Yes she lives just for her mum and she wants her to go 3omra so much even if she has to strip for that.
She is not bad she simply has no other option!!!! Is it true she has no option is that the society we live in Just for she has no qualifications poor and her gender is a woman …Tears coming down on my Face ….
And here comes the best of all An Oscar winner Donia a beauty with her spontaneous and gestures. You don’t know whether you are supposed to laugh or you cry black comedy painful humiliating what she has to go through in her house in the streets and everywhere Cursed because she is poor beautiful girl with no good family no hug no security no safety that would embrace her.
Bedeir has turned his life course just by a story that I might believe in but sorry it is very weak story that would stop him from 30 years working in Cabaret and choosing to take 75 % less of his salary nowadays.
What about the right and wrong did he really need to listen to that story?
Is he that fragile? Can Faith this holly word and value be changed in 2 minutes?
Was it really strong enough to make him choose the white not the black though the grey seemed appealing for 30 years and he must have heard zillion of similar stories or Oups sorry maybe he can just afford this decision now after his children finished school or college ehmmmm…. Or maybe he feels he will die soon so he d better wash up before death…Oups sorry. Am I bitching here too hard on the man ehmmmm Sorry the truth is painful!!!!!!
And the confusion factor arises again in every character in the movie it was just in the air and as I was moving from my seat in the cinema to the real life, it was hard on me to move for the movie is just a movie that ends by the End
But life is just there all the time and the confusion factor is there all around us contaminated ….filled with pain agony poverty and justifications confusion.
*Confusion from Salma dictionary has meanings that can’t be mentioned in this context for unmentioned रासों
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Road to Salvation
It’s been so long I haven’t written I feel like I have been prison and
I think I did everything I had to do to be freed I did a lot ……..
I have it all.........
Having this blush and the light in the eyes …everything beautiful
I have got it all to get free ….. But still I am in prison and the pity is that I need just a half step
Why not yet taken??
What stops me??
What paralyzes me??
I have got no idea……But it wrinkles…………………………… it annoys me so much
You only know yourself when you go beyond your लिमिट्स
Still
Being No one means I can be everything I had ever dreamed of
I think I did everything I had to do to be freed I did a lot ……..
I have it all.........
Having this blush and the light in the eyes …everything beautiful
I have got it all to get free ….. But still I am in prison and the pity is that I need just a half step
Why not yet taken??
What stops me??
What paralyzes me??
I have got no idea……But it wrinkles…………………………… it annoys me so much
You only know yourself when you go beyond your लिमिट्स
Still
Being No one means I can be everything I had ever dreamed of
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