Bitter Beauty

"To know the pain of too much tenderness
To be wounded by your own understanding
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
And you would watch with serenity through the winters of your grief.
Much of your pain is self-chosen.
It is the bitter potion by which the physician within you heals your sick self.
Therefore trust the physician, and drink his remedy in silence and tranquility
For his hand, though heavy and hard, is guided by the tender hand of the unseen,
And the cup he brings, though it burns your lips, has been fashioned of the clay which the potter has moistened with his own sacred tears."

It is so sarcastic how agony and pain can mingle together to give life a meaning to give life colors other than black and white but grades of colors in between ....

I wonder do people have to feel pain to see colors, cant there be just light colors?
Can't there be just pink colors? Or would it be a real pale pink
If you want a real nice rose color you d have to have to taste dark brown color as well…
……Bitterness isn’t it? A painful one…….

Her smile, her laugh out loud, her innocent shining eyes.... her moves, steps...her boldness ...,her shout, her fighting for her rights, her simple happy life, that love inside her that endless faith in GOD, that struggling will for life………….
Alive she is, her heart beats not pale anymore and never after
For he who tastes life is never dead for every true moment is the catalyst of a more to give and to live for …………..