Wild Beauty(Reality)!!!!

They taught us colors in school white, black, red & green
But they didn’t tell us that there are dozens of colors in between...
Even at college and home we were told about the terrible people the liars the thieves the killers and blab…. la
Yes in those exact naive words we thought life is sum up and we thought us to be the good ...the good people ;-)
Coming to realize how complicated it is now….and how childhood was really sweet!
How easy it is to steal, to lie, to kill and not just that, these are all nothing, there comes the worst of all the killing sins that appears nothing but are killing sins that we weren’t taught in books. Sins that can’t be written nor described in words simple in action, deep in pain. I ‘d call them killing silent sins. You cant talk much about them nor portray them, but You can for sure feel their pain and impact.......................
The justifications become appealing
Scary it is how easy it is to be in their shoes”the bad people”
Ya and you know what? It doesn’t feel wrong as it used to sound. Not at all!!
It’s just as if a child has died and a Typical Normal grownup was born to be one of the crowds ….
Yes one of the crowds!!
I wish I was a child.
She, Her Smile is Fake Her Life is Dull Unhappy Dead still !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

May God Bless You

Some people choose to leave; Others are forced to for certain circumstances or situations they face & the last kind are those who leave for God chose them to depart humans.
All kinds have nearly equal impact on their loving friends and families.
I used to write since I was very young always in a way not understood-a bit unclear- not intentionally.
But I came to realize life is too short to live-in vagueness to be shy to show our feelings, or to be afraid to admit we ‘re sorry. I have grown to realize the value of people around me, a person who is willing to love you endlessly & help you for nothing but being a family or a true friend. It’s not by how many people you have in your life but by the quality of relationship that counts.
And when people depart the memories keep clinging, how much they left impact only counts, leaving no space for people but silence rethinking about their relationships with others praying mercy for her.
May God Bless you. leaving us you gathered families and embrace feelings & reshaped concepts in thy hearts that you truly touched and meant a lot.