Confession (Standing on the ground)

Well it s been so long that she has felt that she has reached a certain level of maturity from which you can say that she can understand to a great extent what 's going on and that she is free to take certain decisions on her own whether considering the environment in where she lives or not but as time have passed coming close to the real impact with the environment and life , the time comes where one should send a very big apology respecting differences of age and time , apology to the environment from which she was raised up in one day and still the one which she ignored one day under the title of "I don’t belong here" .
Sorry a meaningful one being indulged in many situations which ended at the very same point from which it started (the argument reaching the solution that was already) there but she didn’t accept nor respect claiming maturity, claiming she knows.
A big apology to every person who tried to make her walk or even run but on the ground not fly in nowhere, protecting her from falling. Thank you for your patience.
Wish thy heart shall live to bear that fact that lies within that advice for in it a great shock, a one that is hard to adapt to, but as it is a factual one therefore a person has to live with to be that strong bearing reality.

Emotional Right & Wrong

Free will is a gift from God. It means human beings have been given the ability to choose between right and wrong.God doesn’t run our lives like a puppet show. and so we have to make our own choices each and every single moment in our lives we are put in situations were we have to choose and we have to pay for the paths we are to take and so thinking, believing and setting the rules are their main concern. The search for the truth (the right and wrong) is a tough one. It means asking the hard questions
What is right and wrong? The question seems to be very trivial but annoying.
still there are some facts or we can say some people refer to as facts constants no argument about them whatsoever but still what about the rest of situations what about the special cases and moreover what about other dimensions being put into consideration .
We are not free to do what suits us, but still we have to put things in context .Their only concern or we can say their main biggest concern is finding the truth (the right and wrong) and following it sticking to it for it will remain right and wrong at least for them (after searching, finding, analyzing and accepting…). The search for the truth is a tough one. It means asking the hard questions.
Some people give themselves the right to be angry; shouting sometimes even to be violent for it reflects how they feel .Then following the right and wrong might not appeal to be the solution. But there are no standards to what is right and wrong and still you can't stop people from feeling.
We are completely free to choose, but are not shielded from the consequences of our actions as they interact with the rest of the humans (also with free will).
Our own ethics must be built on revealed truth.

Silent Scream

I loved her smile, her laugh out loud , her innocent shining eyes ....I miss her moves..,steps...her boldness ...,her shout ............., Imiss her fighting for her rights, I miss her so much ..
I wish I can describe how much i'd need to write more about her simple happy life ..
I need to remember that thing that made her...She .. She built that love inside her, that endless faith in GOD , that strugling will for life and again I need to write to remeber everything, but I forgot , yes I did ...
Yes I did ..Its been so long , I wish I 'd remember more...
An ACCIDENT took her long time ago, Yes it did and now only NOW she came to realize that she 's dead .......!!!!
long time ago ..looking , searching for memories, alone ....she sat to think, to grab anything she could to be that simple she again...To Be HERSELF AGAIN ,TO ACT....She , Her Smile is Fake , Her Life Is Dull , Unhappy Dead Still..
ANd why is that ?.....silence and when ?where???how?
No answer....................

CHANGING....

My world had for some years been in that place my experience had been of it's rules and systems and when I remembered that the real world was a wide and a varied field of hope and fears of ecitment and sensations awaited those who had the courage to go into its expance to seek real knowledge ....
I was no longer the same . I believed I was content to the eyes of the others usually even to my own. It doesnt seem as if a property were gone but rather as if a motive has gone ...
And now when I speak you cannot be always sure wheather I 'm pleased or the contrary.
It's pity that doings one best doesnt answer.....

What a Gift ...?!!

What a gift that has been given to me
What a burden it has within
For such a gift a lot has to be done
The least thanking repay for what it has
God You 're so great to give me all that
I 'm too small to repay all that
You are so Great
You are to be loved mostly
You're to be trusted most truly
And for all you've given
Which can never be written
I 'll live to repay nothing for everything
It's the least I can do
And for it I shall live
Hoping to be and to do for such a gift that has been given by You.